The title of this post shouldn’t be anything surprising to any of you, but I thought it was the most appropriate way to sum it all up. This past week, word came out that the New York Yankees’ Alex Rodriguez had come up positive for an “on the down low” steroids test that baseball ran back in 2003, when he was with the Texas Rangers. Upon hearing the news, I was actually a lot less surprised than I’m happy with – and I am guessing I’m not the only one, based on what talk radio has sounded like overnight.
This morning, I was listening to Richard Neer on WFAN, and he downplayed some of the “negative” news that had been buzzing around town with the release of former Yankee manager Joe Torre’s book, but said that wasn’t such great news. In fact, “devastating” was the word he used, I believe. I’ve gotta agree, unfortunately.
Unless some report comes forward saying that Rodriguez officially didn’t do steroids at any point, this interview with Katie Couric in 2007 is pretty damn harsh for public perception. Here’s the money lines that WFAN and others have been running all weekend:
“You never felt like, ‘This guy’s doing it, maybe I should look into this, too? He’s getting better numbers, playing better ball,’” Couric asked.
“I’ve never felt overmatched on the baseball field. I’ve always been a very strong, dominant position. And I felt that if I did my work as I’ve done since I was, you know, a rookie back in Seattle, I didn’t have a problem competing at any level. So, no,” he replied.
Ugh.
I hate to get all “childhood” cheesy on you, but I’m going to. Recently, my mom had told my fiancee that she’d dug up this big box of baseball cards (the ones that’ve survived) and wanted to give them to me (read: get them out of her house), and the first thing that cropped into my head was all the Mark McGwires, Jose Cansecos, and so on that would be in there for me to pretty much do nothing with. For those of you who’ve collected baseball cards, you can probably relate to the sentiment I’d love to describe here. For the rest of you, it’s basically like a big mental groan. With McGwire probably not making it into the Hall of Fame anytime soon, and he’s not alone. When I was a kid, or hell, seven or eight years ago, I never would have thought I’d see the day when Roger Clemens, Barry Bonds, McGwire, Rafael Palmeiro, and a host of others would be unwanted (though Olney’s use of “persona non grata” is, frankly, much more appropriate than “unwanted”) at MLB clubhouses or be almost laughed at when considered for baseball’s vaunted Hall of Fame.
But as ESPN’s Buster Olney says in the above-linked story, “this is a scarlet letter that really will never go away.” And it sucks. I hate to say it was a joke to think that the Yankees would have landed Alex Rodriguez and jam him into the left side of the infielder with future-HOFer Derek Jeter, whom I got to see in his rookie season in 1995 before he was “Derek Jeter” that we all know and (if you’re a Yankee fan, at least) love, but it was. I had gone to a game against Texas with a good friend, and we were joking about the craziness of free agency wins for the team, and how funny it would be if Rodriguez joined the team. I really never thought it would actually ever happen. And now, I can’t say it was the good moved that it’s felt like over the last few years, let alone to what it does for the waiting (because that’s what we’re going to do now) on the rest of the people on that list of 104 MLB players that tested positive for steroids during that fateful year of 2003.
SI’s John Heyman, who has been all over this, has more facts in a row than I think we’re all comfortable with knowing, has some great points about the list and how union COO Gene Orza is at the core of this situation:
All 104 players who tested positive were now at risk.
“He wouldn’t give up the BALCO names,” one baseball person said of Orza, “so instead, [the federal government] got every name.”
Richard Neer mentioned the fact that all of us were pretty confident that Alex Rodriguez – cleanly – would probably break some of the bigger records in baseball, including the home run crown that Barry Bonds holds right now, and I’ve gotta say that instead of us having something positive to look forward to in the next 5,10,15 years, we’ve got 5,10,15 years of new questions and frustrations to sit through. And that sucks.